9-28-05

Wow, could it be three days in a row I find myself at the blog! I am almost too tired to write anything good right now but atleast I am at the site... Maybe through repetition I can get this thing back to actually worth reading again or maybe it's just a supressed voice trying to be heard again and finally has made some noise...

Just a thought

As I looked back at this collection of words I have assembled on an internet site I realized that it has been a very long time since I have last visited it with intent to write. I can always ask myself why and what but unless I am influenced I am without worthwhile words.
It's a lonely place to be stationed. For what seemed like an eternity I remained stagnant in my quest for the meaning of words again. It is refreshing to finally be uplifted into a motivated writing stance again.

I have shared the story with many about my high school english teacher who once told me, that the reason we are who we are is because of all the people who surround you as you make your way through life. Some will be more important than others and some you will not even remember. I am not sure again of the exact wording she used but the moral is the same. As I reflect on that truism I believe it more and more everyday.

something different

taken back by surprise
you caught me off guard
my story and mystery
remain in question's eye

reasonable illusions bring aftermath
while knolwdge of truth brings peace
you seem to speak into me
with a voice unlike outside

new with beauty like an analogy unagreed
confidence of body unmatched
realist and innocent made of mind
influences the questions which lie beneath.